I Need You So Much Closer

Lists.

1. I miss baseball already. I honestly just wish I could play right now. An actual game. I wish I could bat one more time, feel the swing of the bat. Its been part of my life for too long. This is way too hard. 

2. I cannot wait for the party. You are one of the sweetest people I know, and I wish I had more time to get to know you. You'll be one of the things I will miss next year.

3. Sorry for being stupid last night. Honestly I think you should tell me to STFU once in awhile....haha. But truth is, I knew I was over-reacting. I really am sorry.

4. Going to dinner with you two, was one of the nicest things. You two are ... i cannot think of a word that fits. either way you made my day worthwhile.

5. You will talk to me:)

Prom leads to Kissing.

Kissing leads to Sex.

Sex leads to Babies.

(people in my library:D)

I would name it Jayden, after my sister. She enjoys learning about everything and science things seem to suit her:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzq3srbYEUY

^ This made my day better

Today sucks, yesterday sucks.

Sorry for being Grumpy....sorta

Somewhere along the way we're taught to keep it all together,
We mask the pain we feel inside, to make everyone else feel better,
You wrap your arms around yourself and bury all your sorrow,
You can't hide from your emotions baby, they'll still be here tomorrow,
If your heart won't let it flow,
I want you to know,

Chorus
It's okay to cry (Everybody's gotta hurt sometime)
Let those tear drops fly (Don't even try to dry your eyes)
Don't keep it all inside (In the mornin' it'll be alright)
It's okay to cry

First you gotta fall apart to pick up all the pieces,
If you don't learn to let it go,
the pain inside increases,
It takes more strength to hold it in then to give in and surrender,
why's the first thing that we learn,
the last thing we remember?
Baby, tears don't make you weak, If I could only make you see,

Chorus
It's okay to cry (Everybody's gotta hurt sometime)
Let those tear drops fly (Don't even try to dry your eye)
Don't keep it all inside (In the mornin' it'll be alright)
It's okay to cry

It ain't nothing at all
Sometimes you gotta break down and let 'em fall,
Baby that's true

Ohhhhhh
It's okay to cry (Everybody's gotta hurt sometime)
Let those teardrops fly(Don't even try to dry your eye)
Don't keep it all inside (In the mornin' it'll be alright)
It's okay to cry

It's okay to cry
Ohhhhhhhhhhh

Nothing about you is typical
Nothing about you is predictable
You’ve got me all twisted and confused
(It’s all new)
Up til now, I thought I knew love
Nothing to lose and its damaged cause
Patterns will fall as quick as I do, but now

Bridges are burning
Baby I’m learning, a new way of thinking now
Love I can see, nothing will be, just like it was
Is that because?

Baby you’re so unusual
Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you to, so why haven’t you?
Maybe you’re not even human cause
Only an angel can be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual You

Been so many things when i was someone else
Boxer in the ring trying to defend myself
In the private eye to see what's going on
(That's long gone)
When I'm with you, i can just be myself
You're always where you say you will be
Shocking cause i never knew love like this could exist

Tables are turning
My heart is soaring, You'll never let me down
Answer my call, here after all
Never met anyone like you

Baby you’re so unusual
Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you to, so why haven’t you?
Maybe you’re not even human cause
Only an angel can be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual You

Can't believe that I almost didn't try
When you called my name
Now everything has changed

Baby you’re so unusual
Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you to, so why haven’t you?
Maybe you’re not even human cause
Only an angel can be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual You

Sometimes people frustrate me alot. Argh.


Anyways. 13 minutes Olivia. in that amount of time you thought about...well you know...13 times...but about who?
anyways. i feel like singing got four minutes to save the world!!!!

 

When i crack that whip everybody gonna trip, just like a circus


Argh.

I had so much fun at Olivias:)..well im still here...

I missed hanging out with people. and holding hands with brandon:P
You make me so happy:)


"I couldnt, because the butt has room for her tail!"
"Smells like licorish"

It was fun hanging out. and holding hands with people, and talking, and trying to explain what i mean. AND skipping:) Really bad karoke!
it was awesome:D

1.I wish I could tell you how hurt i am from it...I wish you'd just know.

2. Thank you. I dont think i'd ever be able to tell you enough so you'd understand.

3. I honestly dont care. Its kinda amusing actually.

4. Argh. I remembering why now...

ohhh third watch:) Makes me smile.

Thats what I learned last night.

That scares me.

Daydreamer, sittin` on the seat
Soaking up the sun he is a
Real lover, makin` up the past and feeling up his girl like he`s never felt her figure before
Jaw dropper
Looks good when he when he walks, he is the subject of their talk
He would be hard to chase, but good to catch and he could change the world with his hands behind his back, Oh?

You can find him sittin` on your doorstep
Waiting for the surprise
It will feel like he`s been there for hours
And you can tell that he`ll be there for life

Daydreamer, with eyes that make you melt
He lends his coat for shelter because he`s there for you when he shouldn`t be
But he stays all the same, waits for you and then sees you through
There`s no way I could describe him
All I say is, just what I`m hoping for

But I will find him sittin` on my doorstep
Waiting for the surprise
It will feel like he`s been there for hours
And I can tell he`ll be there for life
And I can tell he`ll be there for life

Havent read my friends page...i really just wanted to put it in. its been in my head all day>.< I love it tho, so im willing to wait two hours so i can listen to it one more time beforei got to bed:)

That is all

So first off...
When i read my friends page i hope that i will see NO SPOILERS for Breaking Dawn, or i'll be pissed.

and my weekend was awesome:)
so i am very happy now:D

that is all.

AHHHH JOB
:D:D
SO HAPPY!!!!!

So i am in my summer school class right now, and my teacher basically told me to do whatever i want because i am ahead of every one in my class. Great.
I'm supposed to bring in a novel study tmr and im probably going to bring Mercyy by Jodi Picoult. It was a really good book:D 
So wednesday half my class leaves and new people come. Jonathan and my Bro are going to be here:) and im hanging out with this girl named Katelyn who is really quiet but nice.
Anyways I'm not sure what i should be doing so im probably going to look for more tattoo ideas:D

Byes

 I really want to post because i'm happy...but I don't know what to post about:|

I'm very happy right now:)

I -finally- got my dress:) It makes me happy.

that is all:)